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I miss you. I miss the past. I miss how easy things were. You know, I think I need a diaryland hiatus. It's kinda hard to write in here when there's really only one thing on my mind. But I shouldn't write about that here. I don't want to hurt someone, give the wrong impression, make someone feel bad, or expose how unhappy I can really be. I don't want pity, I don't want sympathy, I don't want to lie in here. There is just one thing I do want to relay - to basically everyone - I'm sorry for being flaky. Now that I know what it can do to people and relationships, I know how horrible being a flake can be. I'm going to try and be there. Be available. Be online more. Send e-mails. Pictures of my tattoo. How long my hair is getting. But I don't think I'll be updating this thing for a little while. (No one reads it anyway, heh.) I just gotta heal up a little bit. I gotta focus on me before I make any changes around here.... see you whenever. Knowing me, probably sooner than later.
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