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"I feel like Alena's made the greatest mistake of her ever. I know she feels like she hasn't done a thing. Such is the nature of being severely dumped" I got severely dumped? Funny... I thought I was the one who broke it off pretty much but hey, if we want to snicker about the petty details of something completely painful in my head right now, great. Let's dwell on the insignificant. Why not. I feel like I need to be defensive. All I wanted was to forget about this diary for a while.. forget that I may have to be defensive (which I get to be, oh yay), forget that I needed to update how I am, how things are, what's up. What makes anyone think that I want to read something pointing out the "greatest mistake" of my life. First of all, who the fuck gets to decide what that is, who gets the right to assume it and put that in a public online diary, and why can't I just be respected just that teeny bit more to avoid this... Fine, we aren't in love anymore. Fine, we don't have to talk everyday. But do we have to justify ourselves here? To anyone?? I don't ask for a damn thing but to keep nasty things like the aforementioned out of the public eye. I'm embarressed and I hate being defensive when there should be no need to be. I bit back. Happy everyone?
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