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Today I taught myself a lesson in futility. You can't change anyone. You can't make anyone do anything. That, and it's pointless to get upset over their actions. I need to remember that their choices and decisions do not affect my life. They do not affect my future or my reputation or who I am... they affect that one person. And that's a sad thing... but what am I supposed to do, get frustrated and pull out my hair and scream ou the instructions over and over again? No. I can't do a damn thing. Just gotta sit on the sidelines, maybe be a cheerleader, but maybe not. I need to just let things slide. Relax. Listen to more Bob Marley and chill out, relax, drink more Corona's while playing "Cranium" and concentrate on what's going on here. Shit... we're at war, I'm starting school again this monday (it's been spring break), I'm heading to Mount Rainier tomorrow, (where it's SNOWING!!) I got a fat paycheck the other day and I'm feeling a lot better about Danny. There are things in life that I simply need to pay more attention to, instead of focusing on the one or two things in life that I have no say in whatsoever. Yeah. That's the ticket. And now... goodnight. I've been hunched over this keyboard way too long now. Goodnight goodnight.
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