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2003-05-17 - I was a bet, a statistic... I'm on a list of people to fuck.

Ahhhhhh sweet, sweet sleeping in. I'd be even more in heaven if it didn't feel like I had small stones and slabs of concrete in my shoulders and neck, but hey. You can't ask for too much.

So I think I'm gonna drive down to California perhaps late July. Road trip opportunites with Danny? Could be too hot. Could be dangerous, adventurous, and downright ballsy. But hey, I've done it before. COULD be good times. I'm figuring about 10 days I'll take off of work - I'll allow 2-4 days total for the commute.. so could be 6-8 days just chilling in L.A. Ahh.. the prospect of a real sandy beach, hot weather, a bikini. The idea that I could get a sunburn. No rain. No work, no school. Rockin.

So remember me mentioning Will? Well, he asked me out, I turned him down, and after trying to pursue a friendship for the past couple weeks, I found out why he's suddenly ignoring me and being a pissant. I was a bet, a number, a statistic. Number 23 to be exact. Apparently he likes to go for the new girls at school, fuck them, then drop them like flies. Realy nice, huh? A girl on the food side yesterday told me that he was bragging for a while about his scorecard and such. Makes me wanna puke, anyone else? Ughh. [Must find form of revenge...] Hehe.

I recently bought Evanescence's CD, along with Madonna's new one. Good shit. I really reccomend Evanescence. So sexy, so loud.

Is there anything else going on? Not in particular. Work.. school. Rince and repeat.

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