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I just bought a pack of ecstacy cigarrettes that cost me like 11 bucks after shipping. Lame! But hey, I'm excited. Could be interesting. There's all kinds of good things in the air for me, right now. A date this friday.. (having a friday off for the first time in 8 months is pretty exciting in itself). While I still feel horrible about Brandon, my spirits have been lifted. I left him a message telling him how awful I feel, that I want to make it up to him, that I'm sorry. I've done my part, the rest is up to him. I know I did the right thing, it's just that the right thing had some consequences... and I feel terrible. So.. I'll just wait to see if he calls or not.. I hope he does. Because then - he'll have gotten past this and perhaps even forgiven me.
But even now, I feel like a weight has been lifted... I'm happier. I can't wait to get to LA this summer... I miss you guys by the way...
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